Miriam in Colombia with MCC

Reflections on Lenses

2011-01-09T12:43:00.001-08:00

Dec. 27,2010

Ok, week and a bit being back home. Dad and I went picture taking today at Lonsdale. I reflect on the similarity between taking pictures and living life. You can take pictures with different lenses, analyze perspectives and come out with several different results of the same object or scene.

In returning from Colombia, I am seeing 'familiar' scenes and people but am able to see them in a different, a fresh light. I am asking questions about our way of being, analyzing our Canadians' way of interacting with others, and I must say that coming back has been a light of encouragement. The Christmas season has been warm, avoiding any sort of shopping mall and investing in true family time. In returning to church, some people are truly interested in hearing about my experiences. My parents are receptive, Keenan and Meredith, Nana. Although I really have not braved many other manifestations of Canadian life (malls, schools, restaurants – Tim Horton's is the exception!!), I have felt the necessary support to not feel completely disoriented here. This yet again reinforces my belief that we are profoundly influenced by our families.

I continue with the tense feeling of not wanting to lose my critical and reflective outlook on life that has been strengthened in Colombia. I still do not know exactly how to involve others in my experience and in Colombia, and I fear losing this desire. However, in reflecting today, I feel an assurance: God has guided me to experience what I did in Colombia. As long as I have the desire to share this experience, I am not alone. I have not done a 180 in my life, depicting the black and white contrasts that many often express after overseas work, however I am more committed to putting all of myself into exploring, analyzing and supporting initiatives in Colombia, and put all my efforts into my next job.

Christ needs you to love

2010-05-12T18:42:00.000-07:00

Here's a song we've started singing in the church. It's actually Catholic. People have surprisingly really taken to it!

CHRIST NEEDS YOU TO LOVE

Christ needs you to love, to love
Christ needs you to love, to love

Chorus: Never mind their race
Nor the colour of their skin
Love all people as brothers and do what's right
Never mind their race
Nor the colour of their skin
Love all people as sisters and do what's right

To whom suffers and the sad
Show them love, show them love
To the meek and the poor
Show them love

To whom lives right beside you
Show them love, show them love
To whom comes from far lands
Show them love

To whom speaks another tongue
Show them love, show them love
To whom thinks differently
Show them love

To your never-failing friend
Show him love, show him love
To whom doesn't address you
Show them love

Yesterday I should have heard this song. I was so frustrated and felt ready to lash out at anyone who irritated me. One of the preschool teachers was supposedly sick (I don't know if she really was or was faking it) and I got stuck with the class. They're the worst of the 3 classes and I didn't have anything prepared. God, in His grace, gives us chances to return to the love He has for us, and also shows us this love through others. Therefore, I dedicate this song to the frustrated people of the day (including me).

CRISTO TE NECESITA PARA AMAR

Cristo te necesita para amar, para amar
Cristo te necesita para amar (BIS)

CORO: No te importe la raza ni el color de la piel,
Ama a todos como hermanos y haz el bien (BIS)

Al que sufre y al triste dale amor, dale amor;
al humilde y al pobre dale amor (BIS)

Al que vive a tu lado dale amor, dale amor,
Al que viene de lejos dale amor (BIS)

Al que habla otra lengua dale amor, dale amor;
Al que piensa distinto dale amor (BIS)

Al amigo de siempre dale amor, dale amor
Al que no te saluda dale amor (BIS)

Microempresa learnings

2010-05-12T13:30:00.000-07:00

As many of you already know, I'm accompanying a small microempresa (microenterprise) with women and teens from the church. We make various dolls and seed jewelry which generate a small alternative income for the participants. More than explain what I do, I want to share what I have learned during this accompaniment...

1.Relationships and trust are key. People are sensitive due to personal or family conflicts/instability. The microempresa has served the participants as a space to listen to and encourage each other. We continue working on this part because there is still lack of trust between some members.

2.You have to be careful with the 'rich foreigner' image. Participants were used to selling their creations to delegations and didn't think about selling them in Colombia too. We're now looking for sales opportunities on a local and national level: this involves the participants themselves as vendors, a valuable element of the microempresa.

3.You can't beg someone to do something they don't want to. The women making the dolls are very committed but the teens in the jewelry are more unstable. It's important to encourage and support people but in the end, they decide whether they want to continue or leave.

4.You have to establish and know how to handle commitments with everyone. When someone stops coming regularly, we refer to these commitments to be fair in our actions. You have to understand the person without giving in to any excuse.

5.Networking/sharing with other groups helps generate ideas and encourage. During Holy Week we visited an association of artisans in Agua de Dios [2 hrs from Ibague]. We sold our goods with them and in the meantime talked and shared about our organizations. In June these same women are coming to Ibague to sell with us in the festivals (oo!)

(picture on left: visit to Agua de Dios with microempresa)

6.You have to believe in peoples' abilities and create spaces to put them into practice. Microempresa members use their talents, at the same time earning a small income. It's a space where we laugh, share our frustrations and discover our God-given gifts.

Conflict in the church

2010-04-13T18:37:00.000-07:00

In the past week, I've seen 2 opposite ways of resolving conflicts in the church (neighbourhood Modelia)

Conflict Resolution 101: Rocky and Bullwinkle (names may have been changed to hide identities!) are teens in the church. Rocky is a fun-loving 18-yr-old who loves to make jokes: sometimes people don't take it well. Bullwinkle is a super-dedicated and sincere teen. He speaks with a lisp and some people have made fun of him for it. Both teens have been in the church for 1 year. Last week, Rocky started joking around, poking fun at Bullwinkle for the way he prayed. Bullwinkle (rightly so) got offended. 'I'm serious, Miriam, I was about to up and storm out of the church, I felt humiliated!' Bullwinkle later shared his frustrations and we all were able to talk directly with Rocky about what had happened, and Rocky promptly apologized to Bullwinkle.

Bullwinkle shared what had happened with his dad, who advised him to simply not talk with Rocky. 'Just don't say hi to him. Don't talk with him: if he asks you a favour or invites you out, say no. I don't like it one bit how he treated you.'

This happened a week ago. Yesterday it was his birthday and I suggested the 3 of us go out to celebrate (Nacho, Lucho and myself), forgetting about their recent conflict. Bullwinkle again expressed how hurt he had felt, but in the end thought it out level-headedly: 'I don't hold a grudge against Rocky, I know he's a good person. Yes, I was real embarrassed but I'm not going to hold it against him. He's been good to me and I have no reason to not talk with him. Yeah, i'm ok with Rocky coming.'

Conflict Resolution 102: Martha and Miguel are 2 teens dating in the church. They dated for 10 months, and appeared very serious, committed in the church too. A month ago, another chica caught Miguel's attention and he ended their relationship. Martha took it super hard: she didn't eat, decided to quit her part-time job, and in general was in the pits. Her mom and 2 sisters also took it hard: they didn't want to see him any closer than a mile away. Her youngest sister has friends in a neighbourhood gang and it got to the point where she was going to send a friend to stab Miguel. The pastor caught wind of this and was able to talk with this friend, and calmed the situation. Who knows if he really would have gone and stabbed Miguel, in revenge for what Miguel did to Martha?

Everyday conflicts in Modelia are commonly resolved with violence: verbal abuse, physical abuse, threats, knives, guns. Simple conflicts turn into unforgivable offenses. Last week in the School of Leaders we started talking about peacebuilding: how do we achieve peace in the church and the neighbourhood. Participants emphasized that we have to start within the church: learn to deal with conflicts in a healthy way. If not, we'll never reach that peace we desire to see in the neighbourhood.

There's lots of work to do in Modelia: through the School of Leaders, we're studying Biblically how to be leaders but are also working the area of peacebuilding: how can we be church and community leaders, being examples in the community of and advocating for healthy conflict resolution?

Thinking of peace seems like a far-off dream, especially in a country tangled up in a 50-year armed conflict. How can we work to break this vicious cycle of revenge, grudges and violence? School of Leaders participants put it simply: we must learn to resolve interpersonal conflicts within the church before thinking of big-picture peace in the neighbourhood or country. It's exciting to see church members reflecting and discussing these issues. I hope and pray people continue to work on this peacebuilding with energy.

The call to peace in the Bible...

2010-03-23T19:52:00.000-07:00

Isaiah 2:4 speaks prophetically to a reason to work for peace. Mennonite churches have taken this verse as a key justification for their peace work.

4 He will judge between the nations
and will settle disputes for many peoples.
They will beat their swords into plowshares
and their spears into pruning hooks.
Nation will not take up sword against nation,
nor will they train for war anymore.

5 Come, O house of Jacob,
let us walk in the light of the LORD.

What's peace to you?

2010-03-23T19:37:00.001-07:00

I see peace as 'healthily resolving personal conflicts'; 'equal access to basic needs (food, work, health, education); 'understanding your community' ; involvement in your community' ; 'one of God's desires for His creation'; 'speaking out in love against injustices'...Whaddyou think? What's peace to you?

Why not work for peace?

2010-03-23T19:11:00.000-07:00

Every year, Colombian pastors and local church members get together in Cachipay, about 1 hour away from Bogota, for the Colombian Mennonite Church Assembly. Amanda suggested I go to see how the church interacts on a national level and better understand the dynamics and issues the Mennonite church struggles with here in Colombia. Amanda and I got up before the crack of dawn to get a headstart, and arrived here to have lunch.

I retrieved a steamy bowl of ajiaco - a traditional Bogotano soup with corn, chicken and thick cream - and sat down beside a bubbly pastor from the Coast, entering into what appeared a one-sided conversation about the dangers of drinking.

As people began getting up from the table, the topic turned to presentations and 'oh, so why are you in Colombia?' I explained a bit about SEED and its emphasis on education, serving and advocacy. Thinking out loud, she remarked 'why don't they send one to our church? We could use a SEEDer, we need help with our activities too, you know!' Her pushy approach to the subject did not put me at ease.

I tried to explain the purposes on the program, especially about supporting peace processes, relating local experiences to big-picture issues and the importance of education, learning about the context before jumping into activities in the church. She reacted quite bluntly: 'I just can't do this peace work you talk about.' What can I say to that?

It turns out she was displaced by armed guerrilla members as a young child and witnessed images that no one wishes on others...friends being murdered, having to flee with her brother in the pitch-dark...not knowing if they would kill her or spare her life.

After she shared these horribly real memories, I started thinking: What are other reasons or excuses people have to not work for peace, healthy communities?

...maybe because of horrific things they have lived, they are afraid of the consequences.
...maybe because they think peace is just the absence of war.
...maybe they're disillusioned with peace and think there's no point.
...maybe because they think we're in the end times and this world is going to hell anyways.
...maybe it takes too much time. Or too much effort.
...maybe some people have money and can pay their way out of conflicts or war.
…why else?

It's easy to get discouraged, especially in a context where people sometimes struggle to put food on the table or find bus fare to get to work. Intense domestic conflicts or violence is common in Modelia, and single mothers is the norm. But why should I continue?

I could answer many ways, but what keeps me going is seeing peoples' gifts in the community. We are God's creation and He has given us talents to contribute to our communities, our churches, our country.

Extranjera in Colombia

2010-01-12T13:58:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I had one of those 'I don't wanna be a Canadian extranjera here in Colombia.' I was really frustrated. I get tired, to the point of annoyance, of at least 3 people a day asking me: 'Where are you from? It's cold in Canada isn't it?' Yes, I'm a foreigner. Yes, I have blue eyes. Yes, it's cold in Canada.

I was in the grocery store yesterday and went to weigh my fruits and veggies. A young man attended me and was very nice. Surely the way I talk gives away my foreignness. He didn't say anything outright but just kind of looked at me twice. Then I went to the first floor to buy my rice, curry sauce (a rare household condiment here in Colombia) and milk. An older man, who later professed to be 80 yrs old, heard me talking and started talking to me in English. So much for blending in. It turns out he's from the States, and married a Colombian 22 years ago. He's now retired and living in Ibague. We ended up standing just outside the elevator doors for about 10 mins talking in English. Again, I was 'dando papaya' (sticking out). Instead of making me more comfortable, I felt uneasy, especially when he asked me how old I was and if I wanted to go to his house and eat with him and his girlfriend. Hmmm...a bit sketchy.

Finally, roaming around in the oats and cereals aisle (cereal is much less common here and more expensive: a tasty oat drink called avena is the most popular way to have cereal), a red-shirted employee flat out stared at me. A few minutes later, buying popular Sello Rojo coffee, he appeared and asked me the question of the day. You got it. 'So, where are you from?' Urgh! He asked for my phone number. I was thinking whether or not to give it to him, but then thought: why should I? I don't know him, I don't know if he's a trustworthy person and I really wouldn't have much interest in keeping in touch, let alone time. We parted cordially: 'Nice to meet you, too.'

I honestly do enjoy sometimes being looked at twice. People sometimes comment on the blue eyes my parents gave me. People call me mona (Mona in other countries means monkey but here it's a coined term for someone with light skin...therefore there's also many Colombian monos – tee hee hee). As in many places, having light skin generally means more privileges. People are very cordial here, and many go out of their way to make small gestures of kindness: opening a door, asking if I need help finding a place, speaking clearly to ensure I understand. I do like it that people are so kind to me. But other times, I ask, 'why am I being treated with more politeness than those around me?' Or sometimes it's the opposite: some people look twice or stare at me and that's it.

Being an extranjera here is a test of my pride. I want people to know I fully understand Spanish. Even though they don't mean it this way, I feel like they think I don't know Spanish when they talk slowly or indicate numbers with their hands.

If I get frustrated about people looking at me twice, I wonder how a woman in Semillas de Esperanza feels when her husband insults her and expects her to carry the weight of the household. I wonder how a committed teen girl in the church feels when her family makes fun of her for going to the church, and when she doesn't have friends to vent to or money to go and drink a coffee outside her house.

Picture: Sharing my birthday with the church community. They bought a cake and several people from the church came on a Sat. night to share it together.

I arrived home last night sensitive and frustrated. With this same attitude, I quickly grabbed a glass bottle out of the fridge. I lost grip and it shattered on the floor. That stopped me dead in my tracks. Relax. Miriam, what good are you doing in a bad mood, you're breaking things and aren't thinking clearly. I started to cry. God, I'm being self-centered. How many people in Ibague or the church are going through truly frustrating or desperate situations and here I am frustrated over sticking out.

After calming down, 30 minutes later Amanda, the pastor called me. Hey, you wanna come for a coffee with us? They were totally wacky that night: Daniel, her husband, is a real clown and makes more jokes than my dad. God must have been laughing his guts out last night, watching us bent over in laughter along Ibague's main street. It was just what I needed to get myself out of the self-pity puddle.

Today, I'm still a Canadian mona living in Colombia but am glad there's people surrounding me that radiate life, energy and laughter. It's a good reminder that when I take care of myself, I can also share that with people I meet every day. Until next time, keep your stick on the ice.

Feliz Christmas...

2009-12-28T18:44:00.000-08:00

Christmas in Colombia is more than anything a time to be with family. There might not be extra money for presents but families get together to sing and even stay up all night accompanied by the melodies of traditional Christmas, salsa and merengue music. Dancing is also key - I continue to practice my salsa skills!

The novenas, originally from the Catholic tradition, are popular here. In the 9 days leading up to Christmas, families gather together every night to say prayers and sing villancicos, popular Christmas songs that kids sing about Jesus' birth. I had the privilege of hearing a parrot singing a phrase of one a few days ago: 'The virgin Mary is brushing her hair, getting ready for the joooouurney'. Oohh, I laughed so hard! It made my day. People of other Christian denominations pray and recite poems related to Jesus' birth, family, love and unity. Amanda gave me a CD of some villancicos for my birthday and I was so excited. Unfortunately I still haven't had the chance to listen to them. I'll have to do that today.

It's interesting to see the same icicle lights and brightly lit up houses here in Colombia! Of course, I couldn't be left out: I bought some white icicle lights to adorn my house. Companies around Ibague also have enormous light set-ups, and the parks shine with an array of coloured lights. For example, Tolima's hydro company set up an enormous boat adorned with bright lights and tinsel. Walking around in a central park, I saw couples walking hand in hand looking around in awe at the lights, families buying mango slices or corn on the cob, street vendors selling chiclets and candies: a mix of the hope for joy at Christmas and montages of daily life here in Ibague.

Pictures: right: Amanda with her parents enjoy the Christmas lights in Ibague. Below, a street vendor walks the main street in Bogota.

Colombian Christmas food is quite different: Christmas desserts include natilla (custard-like with milk, a box mix, sugar and cinnamon) and buñuelos (deep-fried breadballs), brevas (figs), papaya and lime skins in a sugar syrup (absolutely delectable), a pineapple custard... main course includes pollo relleno (stuffed chicken), potato salad with peas and sausage, rice...I shared some Canadian flavours with some apple cider, gingerbread cookies and strata, a traditional family breakfast.

On Dec. 24 we had our Christmas service at the church, as Colombians celebrate Christmas on this day. The kids received their gifts, we had a time to sing, a drama and a special Christmas dinner after. Things didn't go exactly as planned: the power went out right after the drama and didn't come back on. We scrambled to find candles and mustered up about 10 to light our labours preparing for the dinner. At first, Amanda didn't want to hand out the gifts, afraid of handing out the wrong gifts to the wrong kids, but in the end candlelight pulled through. The man preparing the pollo relleno was backed up and the meat arrived 1 hour late. In the midst of this, people pitched in: one woman carved the meat by candlelight while another scooped rice and potato salad onto disposable plates. Another served gaseosa (pop) and us girls on the worship team sang some songs. Gloria entoned her own version of Silent Night : 'silent night...night without light...' My Christmas was quite unique. Picture: Natilla and bunuelos.

For me, the most special part was seeing how everyone pitched in and brought food for the dinner; a pound of rice here, 5 pounds of potatoes there, onions, sausages...etc. Unfortunately, the people in charge of preparing it arrived late, but they succeeded in pulling off a wicked potato salad!!! And how the food multiplied! The dinner was wonderful, especially thinking that many families wouldn't have been able to have a special dinner in their home. The church has struggled with people taking ownership and helping out, I hope this commitment keeps growing. There's so many gifts in the community, but discovering and putting them to use take more time and effort.

Picture: People enjoyed plates of rice, potato salad and pork. Gloria (r) is part of the microempresa and has been in the church for at least 1 1/2 years.

Our Christmas drama rocked - Joseph is shocked to find out about Mary's pregnancy through Facebook, and immediately calls her cell phone. Baby Jesus was a girl, because she was the only baby in the church! We sang Hoy es Navidad , the Spanish version of Jingle Bells at the nativity scene. It was last-minute but people seemed to enjoy it, I hope they could take it all in, and be reminded of the amazing gift that Jesus is to the world...not only for salvation but for showing us how to create His kingdom on earth made of love, justice and solidarity.

Pictures: Mary and Joseph are awaiting the baby!! (right) the 3 magi were women this year. :)

Every year, Amanda makes sure to buy gifts for kids who have attended church during the year. This year, 100 kids in 3 communities in Ibague received gifts. For some, this is the only gift they will receive. I heard they'd received Operation Christmas Child shoeboxes 2 years in a row, having done that in Canada, it was interesting to know exactly where the boxes go. People haven't stopped raving about them and the many gifties stowed inside. I have strong concerns about organizations that appear to just 'give' things: food, clothes, gifts, etc. but these boxes brought kids so much joy. 'How organizations work' : another theme for another day.

Pictures below: Martinica is a community set in the Ibaguerenan mountains, a community Amanda has been accompanying for 10 years. Several women made masato and empanadas, traditional foods here, and Amanda complemented the celebration with the gifts. These kids are a joy to be with...so attentive, polite.

After the service in Modelia, we came back to Amanda and Daniel's house, and waited till midnight to open gifts...then, at 1:30am we set out for Amanda's parents' house. Here in Colombia people apparently don't sleep at all the 24^th. We stayed there till 4:30am when we finally dragged ourselves back home to sleep till 10am. Along the way, I saw people with their stereos out on the street, people sitting in plastic chairs, enjoying their cerveza, being outside or dancing with family.

Christmas finished without really seeming like Christmas...being far from family, not celebrating Advent, not being able to experience novenas, or reading the Christmas story, hearing messages related to Christmas...so I have to remind myself that I can celebrate Christmas all year round – December festivities are only the beginning of a year-round celebration of Jesus' life. Therefore...i can still wish you who read this a...

FELIZ NAVIDAD!!! May Jesus be present in your life this coming year, guiding your actions and attitudes towards love and justice.

10 Tidbits about the department of Tolima

2009-11-18T07:26:00.001-08:00

I haven't been consistent with blog posts, but I thought to post some things I've learned from being in Colombia for 10 months now. My recent email update gives a more complete overview of what I'm doing in Ibague, department of Tolima.

Being here in Ibague for 6 months has given me much insight into the daily life of Colombians, and the context in which they live... continuous learning I'd call it. Here are some small things that I have observed since arriving (this picture is a view of the mountains from the church doorstep in Modelia):

Ibague is the musical capital of Colombia, with a nationally renowned Conservatory. They teach both classical and traditional Colombian music. I've been to 1 concert and hope to take some flute lessons there in the future.
Ibague is the city with the highest unemployment rate in the country, at 19.1%. Many people are economically displaced, as they leave for Bogota to look for work. Although one can walk in several parts of the city safely, you always have to be careful, as armed robberies are becoming increasingly common (due to desperate financial situations).
Tolima has pine trees. I didn't know Colombia had pine trees.
Ibague is home to a national fiesta: the Fiesta of San Juan every June. The traditional dance of Tolima is the bambuco and the Sanjuanero is danced throughout Ibague during the Fiesta de San Juan.
Neighbourhoods in Colombia are divided into government-defined stratas ranging from 1-6 (6 being upper class). In Bogota, lower stratas are in the south and upper ones in the north. In Ibague, a strata 5 neighbourhood can border a strata 1 or 2. My neighbourhood for example, is strata 3 and is surrounded by strata 2 and strata 6 neighbourhoods. In my opinion, this system is a compromise: people pay rent and utilities according to their strata which makes it
Ibaguereños are friendly, generally more laid-back than Bogotanos, but not as animated as people from the Coast. (many Colombians say Costeños talk with their hands more than their lips)
Typical Tolimense dishes: lechona and tamal. Lechona is a mixture of rice, peas and pork cooked right inside the whole pig on a spittle. Think of turkey stuffing at Christmas time. It's surprisingly super tasty! The tamal is pork, chicken, beef, potatoes, peas and perhaps carrots steam-cooked in a corn flour and wrapped in plantain leaves. Caution: not daily dishes. Risk of obesity but worth it.
The majority of displaced people in Tolima department have arrived to Ibague, as it's the department's capital. Amanda has worked with displaced communities for the past 8 years and now is working specifically with 2 neighbourhoods: Modelia and Martinica. Modelia is the main community I'm working in. There is still strong guerrilla presence in the south of Tolima, where the FARC guerrilla group was born in the 1960s. The highest displacement rates occurred in Tolima in the early 2000s, but still continues today.
Cajamarca, a beautiful town nestled in the Tolimense mountains, is known as the breadbasket of Colombia, providing food ranging from carrots to tomatoes to onions, yucca, beans, corn and potatoes. Several international (including Canadian) mining companies are also scouring these same mountains for gold deposits which, if found, would begin an open pit mine close to the town. There is strong protest from both the town and Tolimenses.
Ironically, people generally take time out to relax more than in Canada, but they drive 3 times faster, eat faster, and talk faster. It's an interesting irony: I'm slowly learning to talk faster! :)

Bowling pins and child workers

2009-11-17T11:02:00.001-08:00

Last night, I went bowling - it was awesome fun. It was interesting, too, to note that you had to fill out the score sheet manually and there were humans resetting the pins, not machines like I'm used to in Canada. I'd also gone a week before with a delegation from Semillas de Esperanza's sister church in Saskatchewan and realized how fun it was to make a fool out of myself by throwing gutter balls, then randomly throwing a strike.

I was about to throw my last ball when the pin putter (person who puts up the bowling pins) came out to say I had one more throw. I was shocked. This kid couldn't be more than 10 yrs old. I didn't really know how to react.

I knew there were people behind the pins resetting them. Chiki, the pin putter who did our game, came out from behind for a break. 'It's tiring work setting up those pins', is the first thing he tells me. I took the chance to ask him a few more questions: 'How much do they pay you?' I asked him. '600 pesos per person'. We were 6 people: he earned 3,600 pesos for our game. We paid a total of 33,000 to the bowling alley. 'How many hours do you usually work?' 'Normally 11am-8pm'. 9 hours picking up bowling pins.

Child workers are very common Colombia, yet especially in Ibague, as it's the city with the highest unemployment rate in the country, at 19.1%. I've asked many people why that is: of course, there's many responses.

Ibague is also the second city that receives the highest amount of displaced people, apart from the capital, Bogota. Many (although definitely not all) people come from the countryside, and need to find a fast way to earn an income. This need for quick cash contributes to the ever-increasing informal economy, where people set up small stands of anything ranging from avocados to candy, sunglasses to cacti or clothes. Many people who have been displaced also face stigma, as people tend to label them as criminals or claiming they have done something to deserve their situation. It is harder for a displaced person to get a job than someone who hasn't lived displacement.

There is also a lack of study and training opportunities for more professional jobs, which are desperately needed. The SENA, a government funded community college - style institution, is well-known for quality training, yet focuses on technical and basic administration careers. In many cases, one can train in culinary arts, train as a computer technician, yet these types of jobs are still often informal. A recent article in portafolio.com.co also pointed out that social and government parties lack unity in their efforts to confront this problem, and lack of long-term visioning.

The article also observed that unemployment in Ibague didn't start to grow until the early 2000s due to the Colombian economic crisis in the 90s. In these years, several large factories, including a Coca Cola bottling factory, left Ibague for bigger cities. Ibague is one of Colombia's main textile producers (clothing, towels, material, etc) but most is now machine-operated and doesn't generate sizable employment for citizens.

All these factors are somehow related to child labour: if Chiki had to leave school to help support his family, this has consequences for his basic education, and future study or job opportunities. Talking with one of my friends Negiht after, she pointed out setting up bowling pins is a relatively easy job: many other kids transport sacks of potatoes, vegetables, or other goods in the plazas or work in the numerous mines that national and international companies operate here in Colombia.

If we just keep our eyes open, we can make many more connections between our daily lives and big picture problems...hey, maybe next time it'll be in an ice cream shop. I wouldn't mind that.

Photo: Martinica is one of the communities Amanda has been working with for 8 years. This community is made up of residents from Rioblanco, a town in Southern Tolima hit hard by violence in the early 2000s. Many children still study here, but there are also many who work to support their families.

2009-05-21T08:20:00.000-07:00

Day by day, I´m getting to know people here in Semillas de Esperanza, Modelia, Ibagué, Colombia, South America, Western Hemisphere. The church has several activities running, including a preschool, microbusiness, Bible study Thursday nights, and worship service practices every Wed.

Seeing the microbusiness envigorates me. The work is all handcrafted in the church, Semillas de Esperanza, where I´m serving.

The microbusiness has been running for about 1 1/2 years, but is still in its baby steps. They make necklaces, earrings, keychains and Colombian dolls for air freshners. We are also thinking of making the dolls into Christmas tree ornaments for December. There´s a small but dedicated group of 3 women working on these products: 2 teens and one mother.

We plan to sell them both here in Colombia and in Canada. Therefore...we need your help! These are examples of the necklaces designed and made here in Ibagué, Colombia. Each necklace and earring set is unique and, as you can see, made with beautiful vibrant colours.

The dolls are in the making, and i will post pictures when they are ready. We´re still working out prices, and I will also post prices as soon as possible.

We are sending out our first shipment to Canada on Wed, May 27/09. Future shipments will depend on demand and postage costs. If you would like to support this microbusiness from Semillas de Esperanza (Seeds of Hope) church, (1, 10 or 50) send me an email with your request, at mefpapps@gmail.com!

arriving in Ibagué

2009-05-05T20:11:00.000-07:00

I had written another post about the 3 different Anabaptist denominations here in Colombia, but I got my USB stick stolen. So...that will have to wait!

But I´m so excited to say I arrived in ibagué (city), Tolima (department) at 5pm today, my new home for the next 18 months! I was planning on travelling yesterday, but I was doing a lot of running around and by the time I got back home, a wonderful lunch was waiting for our group, made by a woman by the church. So I left at 1:30pm today. Amanda (the program coordinator in the barrio of Modelia, Ibagué) and Daniel are home, their son and daughter Fabian and Katerine are out but Amanda and i had a wonderful talk about what´s happening in Modelia now, and some of the ideas they have for ways i can possibly help out...

why not process these thoughts now...i really have to write down thoughts after a conversation.

We talked about the minibusiness several women and young girls are working on...they´re making Colombian cloth dolls, earrings, necklaces and sandals. An organization from the US, Global Ministries, has been providing money for supplies, and has also given some training sessions on how to make sandals, and the necklaces. the older women wanted to make the dolls because they´re good sewers (is that right??) and the younger girls liked the necklaces and earrings more. Amanda was telling me that some of the girls come every afternoon to work on them because it keeps them busy...and much better to be working on something constructive in the church than being in the street. It´s really inspiring that there´s so much creativity in Modelia: how can that be channeled so they can make their creations marketable? They´re hoping I can help with creating connections to expand their market, to Canada perhaps? It´s hard to sell the goods directly in Modelia and Ibagué, because many people are in the same difficult financial situation. Ibagué is the city with the highest unemployment rate in the country, at 19.1%.

I´m wondering, though, if we could not only create connections with North America to support the business and sell their products, but also find stores or organizations here in Colombia and Latin America that could also sell them, or support each other together with ideas. I thought of ASOPRICOR, the organization our SEED group met in Agua de Dios, and the woman who comes to Ibagué to visit her mom...she´s part of an artisan group in Agua de Dios...perhaps it would be cool for them to meet, see where that relationship goes...

We also found a possible home for me to rent!! I am so excited!! and it´s only 1 min from where Amanda lives...it is such a cute house...one level, with one room, a living room and kitchen adjacent...it also looks like there´s a patio due to a random door off the kitchen. We couldn´t actually enter, but hopefully tomorrow or Thurs. I´m amazed at the price too...180,000 pesos, which equals about US $90/month. i´m so excited to have a place to arrange, a place where I can invite people over and they can stay the night...I can cook for them, have gatherings...that is, when I make friends here. sniff sniff. Maybe I shouldn´t be so hard on myself...it´s only the first day here. :P

Another part that Amanda and I talked about was an internet cafe, for the teens to do research for school...schools are requiring much more research work, and the internet is now the best source to do that. There are some internet cafes in Modelia but obviously they all cost money, and money is hard to come by in Modelia. Another aspect that needs to be considered is the space in Modelia...I was amazed at how small it is for how much they do: preschool, soup kitchen, microbusiness, church services, a small library.

In short, there is much desire to develop programs and leadership in Modelia, and tomorrow I will spend my first day in my new community: Modelia, Ibagué, Tolima, Colombia.

2009-04-23T11:45:00.000-07:00

Why am I in Colombia?

2009-04-23T11:43:00.001-07:00

I´m part of a 9-person group called SEED (Semilla), which is a 2-year pilot program of Mennonite Central Committee. MCC is the disaster relief, development and peacebuilding organization of the Anabaptist churches in the US and Canada (for more info about MCC: www.mcc.org). The 3 key words chosen for this program are Serve, Reflect, Advocate: Serve: support local Colombian churches that are accompanying people displaced by the violence in Colombia. Reflect: through our daily community experiences and group meetings in these 2 years, deepen our understanding of the complex realities in Colombia and our home countries, and discover how these two are connected. Advocate: upon making these connections, advocate in concrete ways for social change in both Colombia and our home communities. This is not just a 2 year ´project´…it seeks to create stronger relationships both within Colombia and across borders that sow those seeds of social change that we desperately need in our countries.

In short, this program seeks to transform local churches, us, and our home communities.